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how is it that i am 28 years old? 28 is not old; what i am more concerned about is that I still feel 22 and that was 6 years ago. i am having a bit of a crisis here now that i am about to graduate and become a pastor. i feel like i just woke up and here I am about to become a pastor, me a pastor- who would have thought of that? of all the tracks and all the directions i could have gone and followed, how did i end up here? this is not a crisis of faith or vocation, i feel like this is the place for me to be and the direction i should be following. it just weirds me out to think that i am here and that people will call me pastor and mean it and more over i will start to think of myself as a pastor. i still feel weird talking to most pastors and here i am about to become one- yikes!